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Saturday, June 27, 2009
i feeling sick... i aching everywhere... i'm tired... but i still need to work... kaoz... and doctor didn't open on weekend... more worse...
i feeling sick... i aching everywhere... i'm tired... but i still need to work... kaoz... and doctor didn't open on weekend... more worse...
if you think my rude or attiude pls think of urself... i didn't bite you or step on ur tail ok... you busy you rushing out and dun screen on others... i talk nicely to you all you all never gif attention to me ignoring me... it find wif me you noe... i noe i'm fat ugly or attiude problem... i don't care wat you think or do ok... i dun like to do sales... and my whole life decision dis is my biggest mistake of all is choosen to help you... dis few dae i had 3 phone call asking me to go interview... very funny har... i found this jobcentral agent website 2 year ago... 2 year later had 3 phone calls ask me go interview... but i rejected... maybe i shouldn't lor... or maybe i should go for interview... maybe i can get a better job and better salary...
dunno why my polyfirm will just drop off like tat... and hit on my feet... now my toes have colour on it... some more is blue black... kaoz... hope later pple dun step on it... kaoz... pain xia... why so stone after lunch...
getting boring and tired ah~~~ this is why i feeling old har... today monday ma den frm morning untill now wat i have done was normal daily rountine like praying boiling water... and take some tee shirt photo and checking mail and go facebook see wheather someone steal my food or not... and also packing some tee sample also eat my lunch and buy some drink back to office... and i started to yawn after i coming back from outside... here come again... *yawn*
wat i have done today... hmmm... it just checking mail surfing net... i think i a little lazy do my production already... i think they will kill me for sure... ha~~ and i just went to trim/cut my hair just now... it just $3.80 lor... it near my workplace... and now i can't tie my hair... but good har... just comp my hair and tat it lah... no need to tie up my hair... feeling my head my lighter now... this few dae my head going to burst xia head very pain lor...hoho...
i'm feeling tired now and i'm waiting for my urgent job to come in... sian right... my 1st urgent job need to hand in on friday at noon but the shirt haven't come in yet and tat customer very ma fan de... but artwork is out already... my 2nd urgent job is latest by saturday har... but best is on friday which is tml also gif back to his man... but the jersey is not in yet and information haven't email me yet everything haven't... i dunno wat to do... my 3rd urgent job is need it over the weekend too kaoz... 24 pcs of jersey front and back print number and a front logo... and now they need to change minor things... so can't do anything too... kaoz... i dun want to do OT today... my dad have-ing flu now... kaoz... and now wait i wait untill very sian and tired and also no mood... kaoz... dunno how to describle my mood now...
there's alot of thing is not my problem but they seem it my problem... i want to buy my own thing they said you spending too much money and must thing 1st before you buy... in fact i think it over and over again before i buy things... ya right dis month i spend alot of money... my face cost me $333 and my SGH cost me $40... and every month i need to gif mom $200 and return my dad $100 for my NYP course fee... $600 plus for dis month... and i need some of the thing althought i already had... i want to buy brands new ones same as the old one at home... i want to buy it again cause old one can't use it already... everything has their life span... they will spoil etc etc... just leave me alone... i noe wat i'm doing... i won't over spend my money unless tat old woman in my house return my money... i buy shampoo, conditioner etc etc... i paying them and that old woman salary is higher den me keep using using and using... and keep spending money on her useless thing... like clothing, shoes and mic stand... each individual things tat she buy cost at least $30... add up is alot... wat she buy no one will sae about it... but after wearing it put one side and didn't keep is my problem again... pple keep complaining thing any how place so that why can't find... and now my 4-room flat... 2/4 of the flat is her things and 1/4 is food and pot and last 1/4 is my room... my everything is within my room... i had 3 shoe rack... and 3 shoe rack almost all shoes are hers... and i can count my dad shoe and my mum shoes and mine shoes it only less den 1/3 on the racks...
har... sian xia... i now all alone in my whole factory... i had move out frm office to showroom... i had a computer desktop in office... and also had a laptop at showroom just outside my office... just because just install new 2nd aircon at my showroom which also build a false wall in between my workshop and showroom... we decided to close our workshop door all time to prevent pple walk into our workshop... and somemore i'm out in showroom to use my laptop is because the aircon here is cooler den my office aircon... but my skin getting dry up... haha... sometime if remember den put some lotion... in fact quite lazy...
didn't notice it already 12am liao... just cum back frm my god-bro wedding dinner... and also just finish bathing... hmmm... feeling confusing or should sae heart very cheng zhong dunno why keep think one of the job of my freelance saleman's job or i think too much... cause i think on friday or saturday my sis is writing PO to my factory and suddenly ask me my freelance saleman's job for confirm... den she sae one of the sleeve no need to put dis name har... and i little panic... den i didn't think much and tell her ya no need lah... after telling her den i keep thinking... but i remember he only sae abt his shirt collar want wat colour and the rest ok... but dunno why i feel very cheng zhong... or maybe i stress myself up... may lor... feeling faint again...
when will my backache stop it has been aching seem i had an aircon on my production room... and also when i wake up in the morning my body also aching lor... die lor... i only 24 dis yr and i feeling old har... oh and i had 2 new ear ring on my left ear... when my mum noe it keep nagging... haha... but too bad i already go "da er dong" but at least i'm not crazy like my 2nd sis lor... cause she one ear had abt 7 ear ring and another ear had 5 ear ring lor...
i'm busy i'm tired but i'm full cause just finish eating my dinner... i want too sleep feeling going to faint... hmmm... wat rubbish is it... feeling faint everydae and lag of oxgen in my brain... wat a broke month again... yesterday morning went see doctor... this doctor is specialist for face... alot of pple went to see him because of skin problem... and dis my 3rd time going back... consultation fee $80 and the facial form + medication cost me $253... expensive right... haha... dis saturday my ah ma going to celebrate her dunnoe how many yr old bdae... guess wat??? i'm not really interested cause i want to sleep at home... and we are rushing some big project here lor... and my kor wedding dinner is dis sunday... kao... am i going to gif him red packet??? it weird to gif my kor red packet... :(
very tired very sleeply but i till at office working... -_-