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it's still the same for today, in the pass or maybe for the rest of the day...still don't know wat to do in my lab...everyday come school switch on the computer...while waiting for the booting up...i always dismental my bad...wat i mean is taking my water bottle out from my bag den take my landyard, den take tissue paper, den wallet lastly my handphone and earpiece for my phone...dis continue for almost 2 month liao...as usual for me everyday...everydae go net check mails (eg, yahoo, school email etc)...checking school email for several time a day is normal for me ba...sending email to teacher waiting for his rely...haiz...and frm the start of my dis early start sem. still now still don't know wat i doing...just like zombie...no instruction given frm teacher...next time he come he will say you all should know wat to do...haiz...he actually 2nd may(tuesday) which is my bdae need to come look for us ba...but in the end he didn't...he want us look for more information...and wanted to discuss wat to put in out AES report...and we really search for it...and email to him...now still waiting for his rely...and i do my AES report wif out his advices...
haiz...and now i very the sian...and already reach 21 yr old...and still aimless...still didn't have any "mu biao"...am i going to continue to be like dis???and i felt very tired in this few month...everydae 7 am wake up...must reach school by 8.30 den 6pm sharp must walk out frm my lab door...den go straight to my sis office help her work...everytime work untill 12 plus 1 in the morning...very tired lor...i want my lifestyle back...i mean everydae after school go back home bath, eat etc...everydae slacking...and now there still slack lah...but i just don't like being there...cause family help family normally will quarrel and end up cracking every...gan qing will not gd...but even won't help also will quarrel...haiz...even thought i'm a part-timer...also need to off for afew day...i mean 1 wk 7 days at least off 1 or 2 days...but being helping there...there's forever no off...unless tell her that meeting my friends...haha...dun tink meet friends no need go back work lor...sometime she will ask wat time meeting my friends...if tell around noon...she will ask wat time will come back...if come back go straight to her office...wa lau...haiz...
and now i just wanting to move out of this house as soon as possible...just don't want to stay with this weirdo...and i really don't like to help out family business...althought working in every area in singapore it still will get scolded or something...but i believe i will much more happlier out there ba...