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Tuesday, January 06, 2009
hmmm... i noe you working on tat dae... and i BELIEVE you want to go wif us... i believe ok... you asking is it fun etc... and i noe you like to ask want to noe... but is the way you write and send to me i dun really like... i dunnoe but it giving me a feeling of very "jia" i noe it does not mean anything... but it just tat i suddenly had tat feeling and i dun like... tat i quite angry abt... cause if you want to go go if dun want to go den dun go... is a feeling of excuse and very the "jia"... but i dunnoe why you angry wif her(SH) for wat... it not related to wat me and SH wat we tok tat dae... at least speak out or write in blog at least more comfortable for me... and dis my only dust-bin i have to throw my pi qi... i can't throw my angry to anyone out there... cause it not their problem... and the blog is mine... wat i write is daily routine (my angry, sad, happy etc) but it does mean anything... do you think i'm hurting you ma? at least tat dae after writing my blog i more comfortable... and i suddenly remember "MS Cindy Lew" once told us must learn to forgive and forget... den ok lor... and mei phone me wat happen i really dun remember... cause when she call is on evening time and i busy wif other staff where i dun really remember wat happen... and SH sms me wat happen also den i remember wat i wrote on blog...
pple angry can lah... den i cannot angry ma? i tok alittle bit louder... pple thought i'm shouting at them... i tok alittle bit lower... pple can't heard... i got help or dun help... or tok much or dun much... also other pple scold... and now writing in my blog how angry i am also cannot liao lah... if you think i'm hurting you or something den tat fine lah... den stop see my blog... as for me it doesn't mean anything lor... cause i noe this blog i have is only and last dust-bin i haf now... parent dun understand me it ok cause i dun need their understanding... i also dun like to tell them wat happen today... if you see liao more angry den dun see... it does mean for you anyway... is you thought i writing abt you tat why you so angry, sad and feeling hurt...