MoOdY...

2011-07-27T20:58:00.002+08:00

i don't know what goes wrong... am i a look dangerous???? i don't think i "de zui" who??? why am i keep getting scolding... you ask me change this i change this picture to you... you want me do 'item a' i do 'item a' to you... but why i still get scolding??? i trying to explain to you but you still understand... WHY??? WHY??? i'm trying to help lor... you want this i look for you whether my supplier have it or not... but they don't have stock... and i dun have enough for you... that why i sugguest another color to you... is that very difficult??? i explain to you & you like that explain to your classmate & teacher like that lor... if change color will help alot... i most angry is do i look like "kong long"... why you need to ask your dad to call my sis... & base on the voice... it sound very angry... i'm trying to help here... but pple over there seem creating problem... or just that your teacher say if friday can't get the shirt den don't delivery over or scolded you that why you dare not speak to me... if you don't want to get scolded... pick up the phone... make your own decision... don't depend on friend...

2011-04-04T17:15:00.003+08:00

why am i so unlucky... everytime or what ever thing i do is wrong... i feel something wrong in the image so i change it i send it down to my printer... and i skip my sewing production section because they only cut & sew the loose pc of the shirt after my printer finish printing... is there any communication problem... i don't know... i'm very sian... extremely sian... i want... really want... immediate vanish to the air...

2011-03-30T14:09:00.002+08:00

don't know when... i don't really remember things~~~ when do i say this??? people say i'm wrong... people say i told them this is not importance... i thinking very hard... but i really can't remember what i told them... not a single... they keep yelling scolding... but i just don't remember a single word i told them... i don't know is my problem or my phone problem... or is time to change my phone... i have bought this LG smartphone last yr... i just can't download app using wifi... after connect to wifi go market and download it took a long long time to download... but the app is just500kb... i try office internet... use home internet also can't... or maybe i need to go to my family doctor clinic there sit for afew hour to download my apps... my phone only have 2 app... facebook & ebuddy... other than that nope...

2011-03-06T20:26:00.002+08:00

i'm extreme very angry... my laptop always "not responing" some sort of hang... i try my best to help her but my computer keep hanging... i try my best to do try other way to do her job done... ok... finally done but my outlook can't even send out... and i don't even know... *sigh* and now i use my webmail and send it to her... and after she receive it she keep complaining this and that... i don't know... i very sian... thought she have you yu zheng so wat... i also a person you know... you don't like pple nag at you 1st you don't nag at pple... and now i very easily "fa huo" and also who ever step on my tail that pple better becareful... i really very tired now... i don't know wat to do... wondering when i can gone missing like tat... want to vanish in the air straight alway...

2011-01-27T21:53:00.002+08:00

sian ~~~~ sian~~~~ why do i so blur... this time i think i going die this time... base on the image that client (aka also agent) give is almost A4... but i told him is abt A5... he ask his client... his client is ok with A5... but the image is almost A4... haiz... really don't know... cause his design that he give me in microsoft word is 2 pages of landscape type of A4 merge to me and base on looking on paper itself like abt A5 to me... but busy placing the placement and printed out to the transfer paper... is almost A4... but he told his client and his client is ok with A5... but i want to phone him to explain but he didn't pick up the call... shit-ta... pls pick up the call...

2010-09-03T22:25:00.001+08:00

i'm tired i'm tired i'm really tired... i'm really really tired of every thing here... i lost my goal of living....

2010-08-22T21:10:00.002+08:00

hmmmm... quite some time didn't log in... feeling tired and very tong ku har... just receive sis bf msg... haiz... very tired want to dig a whole and just die in that big big whole... want to run alway from this world this family~~~~

2010-08-07T00:45:00.002+08:00

useless~~~ useless~~~ explaination is not excepted at this home... no one believe in me~~~ everything blaming me... thought is not my fault... want to vanish in this world... feeling aimless... feeling useless in the home... having stress at work... and at home... want to bury myself up~~~~

T-T

2010-07-17T18:00:00.002+08:00

arrr... seriously need to dig a hole and cover up myself... thing look good by cover but no one know the bitterness... i rather i'm the one who is ill~~~ but who cares~~~ i can't take MC even i running the fever~~~ and thought i always say i have nothing but have $$$... but that before... this month really spend alot of $$$... if i say i'll go out with you i'll go out... if i say i don't want to go out mean really don't want to go out... you don't know how much i spend this month... if you ask me to go out if i say no because i spend too much for this month already... don't tell me that "i thought you say i have nothing but have $$$"... ya i always say tat... but that before not now... if doing family business is good and fun... you are totally wrong... i totally hou hui help my sis~~~ going out to work is easy $$$ but doing own business is totally can't $$$ come into ur bank... i belive if i heard that phrase "i have nothing but have $$$" i think i'll hit tat person off...

2010-06-24T16:12:00.000+08:00

my eyes is damn tired... very very tired.. eye ball going to drop off...

2010-06-23T15:23:00.002+08:00

don't know why pple out here are so cute... how do i put it...

1st my new supplier, i have send him 2 repeat PO to him. 1st PO i send i forgot to state the PO Number to him so i send him 2 PO with PO Number to him. and i remember i call him and he say he outside and he say he will go check his email. he didn't return call. so i can presume that he already receive the email already and it 2 week ago lor... and now my transport company send my things over to my place from supplier... there 1 bag missing... and they say they don't know... so i call that new supplier... he say you got sent me PO meh... i didn't receive leh... wa kaoz... wat a excuse har... i send him 2 same PO and call him 2 week ago to tell him i send him PO leh... and now my customer chasing the thing liao lor... how i going to do??? this the 1st time doing with this person... i think i won't ask him do again... kaoz...

2nd thing is this agent very cute too... she ask us to help her cut individual small number for her... she don't know what the font... in fact she doing silkscreen printing herself... she also noe how to arkwork... and she can't find this font and she email me and ask me... in my memory there 2 font look quite similar so i email her the 2 font... she say not similar... den i told her... har... not the font har... den i don't know leh... because i been looking for this font for quite sometime liao... but i still can't find the font... you know what??? she say how har... den i quite shock lor... ask me how... how i know how har... den i tell her... ask your customer to give you this font lor... den she say har... they also don't know... den i tell her... den you don't noe your customer don't know... you think i know har... and also i been looking for this font for very long long time liao... but dunnoe what the font name... den she keep asking how har how har... den i tell her ask your customer to change font lor... i also tell my customer that... den she say cannot because they want this font... den i tell her... you didn't ask how you know... den she say don't know... shit lah... don't know... den she say she have the print out of the No. 1 to No. 0 den she ask if i pass you do can you trace out.... i told her can trace... den she say how long do we need... and i ask her when do she need it... she say her customer tml need to see sample than if approve next monday need to hand in liao... den i ask her later in the evening or tml morning you can collect lor... den ask her your sample need to print what number she say no. 8 and 18 so i really cut 8 and 18 for her in black cause she sae he need it in black colour den i ask her you want us help you cut the number out only or you want ask help you cut and peel the number? she say what is the different. i told her the price different lor... cut only cheaper, cut and peel more expensive lor... den she say you all is bill by meter or bill by each number... i told her by each meter... den she say den how many meter do you need for 130 small number... i told her i don't know... because your print out haven't give me and i haven't started doing i don't know how many meter i need to cut out... den after that i ask her when you sending the print out over... den she say can take photo and send over... i told her cannot... because the 1st photo that she send me is out of shape... den i tell her ask your boss to bring it over... den she HUH very loud... den i sae HUH what... is your job leh... now my job... you cannot provide me the font and you expect me drive down and collect from you har... den she say her boss also busy... den i tell her my delivery man untill now haven't come back yet... den i tell her i go call my driver lah... if he pass by your place den go collect lah... den she "heeheehee" kaoz... den we do 8 and 18 for her after tat we go off from work... we go eat our dinner... den she call again... dis time she call my hp.... she say you go off already har... den i say of course... den i tell her tat her sample is ready... tml can collect den she say ok and say so fast har... den i say ya... becuase you ask me cut 8 and 18 only ma? den she Huh again... den i tell her what huh... she say her customer want to change to 9 and 38 and she want to cut 1 meter 1st... den i tell her den tml you wait for my call lor... cause you ask me do 8 and 18 only ma? kaoz...

the last person that call just now also cute... is a guy he call ask he had done afew jacket printing from us and he say some of the lettering start to peel off but the thing is i didn't do any jacket and sold to other before??? and he say can us help him to iron back the letter or not... when i heard it i'm so blur... what tat man??? and i wanted to tell him that "Hi, sir. actually this type of printing wash too much will peel off one. just like the shirt we normally wear. wash afew time i will torn here and there. both are the same logic." and he want us do iron back and he also tell me that maybe there not enough glue or something like that... kaoz... i actually want to tell him that not enough glue use glue to glue it back lah... if tell him that he will gone crazy... den i ask him to bring over and i need to see where goes wrong 1st

2010-06-18T10:57:00.002+08:00

arrr... getting old~~~~ eating portion getting smaller har... eat too much starter yesterday... yet didn't eat my chocolate brownies... thinking back of yesterday food... i'm hungry now~~~ it just about reaching 11am... and still very early... i feel very sleeply and hungry... kaoz!!!

sad stress and leave me alone ~

2010-06-11T15:22:00.002+08:00

do i look like god???? don't think so and don't look like~~~~ everything is wrong today... all gone wrong today... 1st afew month ago my internet adapter spoil and now today... my office portable hard-disk spoil... and 6 months ago my boss say she will go buy one new adapter for my internet... so i can use my own porable hard-disk... and she need to do back up using my porable hard-disk... now now... my office portable spoil... going down to sim lim again to repair... dunno why everybody things i'm wrong... hey... is not i don't want to do back up you noe... is you didn't buy you noe... just keep shout shout shout... say why didn't do back up earlier... hey... halo... how am i going to do back up where there no adapter and she didn't go buy adapter... and you didn't tell me you want to go buy... do i really look like god can predict when this particular thing will spoil at this date & time... no~~~ so don't nag... and now my whole morning didn't do anything i can't issue invoice can't do my preparation for my production which need to hand in later... no i can't do anything now~~~ and everyone is chasing their things... and already ask them come tml... and they dun want... i need to issue invoice... wat a stupid day...

tiring life~~~~

2010-06-09T10:34:00.001+08:00

i'm tired of life now... my brain feeling stone now~~~~ don't feel like using my brain... can't tink quite much now a days... just wanna stay home and lock myself up...

2010-06-08T16:08:00.003+08:00

don't know why pple so nagging??? i already stated that how low my artwork want to be and the best is i already stated that the measurement that i want to be on a Visual Layout for them to see. as for every artwork that i place, i even write description for them like " where to place", "what colour to print", "how big my artwork is" i write my description in point form... don't tell me that person still very pig dunnoe how to read... there no need to draw arrow for them say this artwork from top to bottom is how much where i already stated on my description that i need how big is??? still need to draw this and that and still need to write... it double work you noe... i don't believe that pple is stupid untill can eat shit.... kaoz... extra work kaoz...

i think i'll die before my sis recover har... at this point i wanted to hide myself up~~~ doctor say my sis over stress and need her to rest completely... and now my dad & i need to cover her butt... don't know anything from start to bottom... my dad dunno how to use computer... and i need to contact my printer and my dad contact the shirt supplier... if ask me want to travelling on sept or oct... i don't know how to answer you you noe... cause i can tell you now that ok can go... but thing can change when the time come near you noe... if you eagerly or die-ing to go... look for others go with you... working in family business it can't let you take 1 week off or having MC you know... there no use of taking MC you noe... only good thing is family business is can go off early to meet you all for dinner or come in late because of appointment in SGH... there nothing i can do...

2010-06-02T11:12:00.002+08:00

har~~~~ what a terrible week... today wednesday... should be happy~~~ cause reaching weekend... but don't have weekend mood~~~ feeling tired... being stress for the 1st 2 days... my sis sick~~~ at the moment MC for almost 2 weeks... need to help her cover her butt while we (me & my dad) still cope-ing... dunno what the status now... worse right... handing over to us... and she didn't do anything... and everything need it by need week??? kaozzz... somemore i still dunnoe what design they want??? how i follow up??? my thing here nearly can't cope and feeling faint again??? what should i do~~~~ now i look like zombie har... want to get some more sleep~~~ pass few dae helping her to pick up her call... wat a clever ideas... divert her call to my handphone... and keep picking up her call and i can't even do my things... and i keep passing my job to my assistant... her movement extremely slow... kaozzz...

2010-05-19T20:33:00.001+08:00

oh no... wat have i done... hand itches... delete all phone record in my HP... kaoz...

2010-05-18T20:59:00.002+08:00

har... nose block for about 4 day... today is the 4th day... can't really da han... went see doctor... doctor say i'm the worst one... haha... block very seriously... doctor gif me 2 day office... but i noe i can't take MC tml... i noe i still need to work tml... at least i tml work... thursday & friday let me off liao... sae wat she have depression... like shit har... siao women... is it really need to stay hopital den happy???

2010-05-01T22:11:00.002+08:00

sad~~~ don't feel like talk about it~~~ cry while bathing... back from tampines mall... saw there's one sony shop at tampines 1... den ask abt my psp... they sae they will help me send to their service centre for me if i can produce the warranty card... but once i reach home... i search my whole drawer and search the whole box of psp... there's no warranty card... den i so angry... i ask my elder sis... i ask... that time when you help me buy from sim lim... why didn't give me the warranty card... you noe wat... she told me... she dunnoe... wa kaoz... i use $350 buy that machine... that my 1st salary... and i also saw what they wrote on my machine is made in china... i feel i get cheated... feeling sad... i so angry i tell my mum... that my psp can't send to service because there no warrant card... and my dad scold... sae don't know how you all use one... pple use no problem you use will spoil... hey harlow... i not the one who make my psp spoil... she the one who make my psp spoil... my 1st salary buy that psp... she the one who make my psps spoil... why pple keep saying me... where i did nothing... why pple care abt the 1st kid!!! i have no mood... thought tml is my bdae... i have no mood... i want my psp back!!! to normal... my dad and mum just play my psp but the psp seem normal... but when i use is abnormal... my 1st psp... sad... i dun feel like staying in this family anymore... anymore~~~~ feeling more terrible!!!

countless

2010-04-28T23:13:00.002+08:00

arrrr... countless... my nose is block for don't know how many months... think my nose spoil... half of my nose is totally can't breath... and everyday is result day for me... everyday feel so stress... going gone crazy... i need a long long break... but i don't think i can half a long long break... when is my company retreat???

2010-04-21T14:43:00.002+08:00

i have a terrible flu now... ate flu pandol... and now want to sleep~~~~ just want to finish my work and go back have a good sleep now... ar bo... continue watch my KO3anguo... it a funny show... :) parent going to genting this Saturday night...

wat next???

2010-04-19T18:14:00.002+08:00

wat next... after shihui's bdae celebration... company her go watch ice-kachang puppy love... and next.... next is mei bdae... after tat mine... yoz hu~~~ ur bdae haven't come yet and you ask me wat i want for my bdae... are you sure you want to buy for me??? do you know wat i want??? i want a laptop and also a psp... arrrr... my psp has gone crazy... my psp bought at 3 yr ago... my elder sis drop my psp and now gone crazy... dunnoe go where to repair???? arrr... sad... MEI!!! please read carefully again... i want a LAPTOP or a PSP althought i have psp... but old PSP gone crazy... dun mine buy me another one... hohohohohoho.... if you "sir de"....

2010-03-10T17:23:00.002+08:00

haiz... dunno what happen this few dae... not very "shun"... been headaching for afew dae and didn't sleep for almost 2 night and went for hair cut... althought my head is not aching any more but still can't really sleep... worries... my malaysia factory full for my 10 thousand pcs of shirt... dunno can delivery on Friday or not... and just my production room is full too... haiz... dunnoe is mis-communication or wat... i now rushing 200 ++ pcs of t-shirt... and my customer have 4 pcs of shirt tml want it and one of the size that he took is ladies size... i told him and he noe... he ask me to put aside... so i put the 4pcs aside so i can print it myself in one corner in my production... maybe my wrong too cause i didn't mention anything on that 4 pcs... and i thought my production is rushing that 200++ pcs and will have no time to notice my 4pcs... kaoz... who noe they printed it... i told my customer i print one free for him cause i print wrongly har... if later i told my sis abt it dunnoe will she scream... but this few day everyone angry is hot... i feel that everything i wrong... pple take thing for granted... people busy i noe... that why i put the 4pcs aside let them print the 200++pcs 1st... pple didn't ask and just print it... i believe she screen later...

2010-01-31T23:45:00.003+08:00

today is a angry and tiring day har... my elder sis and i went to re-contact our phone plan and she need to upgrade her plan... she call starhub in sengkang they sae can go to their place to buy the phone... so we went after we went... they sae upgrading for the iphone need to go to their service centre... wasted... and somemore... the phone that i want is new phone too... starhub in sengkang and hougang mall don't have stock... kaoz... running here and there... very tiring one you noe... in the end went PS... waited for half and hour... finally i bought a LG GW620... consider a PDA phone... cause can view document file and pdf file... is good for me lor... pple keep asking me pricing where i can't remember so much figure in my brain... i also can't remember my phone new number too...

Tired

2010-01-09T15:23:00.002+08:00

feeling like a old woman now... tired... want to sleep... there's alot of job need to be done... school basketball tournament is here... why need to print so many thing on to the shirt???

2009-12-17T18:27:00.003+08:00

why pple just don't understand... you just can't take your rule and measure on the screen... we can just reduce the percentage on the screen but it look small on the screen but not on the paper... we need to re-size it to the size you want and print it out and see... see it on the screen and see it on the paper is 2 different thing... kaoz... even save paper or ink also no need to save untill like that... sometime is not like to save thing lor... trying to make thing simple and in a good mood... dunnoe it mind problem or their problem... kaoz...

2009-12-16T10:30:00.002+08:00

sometime i really don't know why i born to this world??? is a good thing or a bad thing... what have i done wrong with my previous life which make me so worst in life... i don't care pple out there understand me or misunderstand me... i don't mind i don't have best friend or any thing... when i stop the 1o year of friendship with my friend... i was thinking... am i over react... hmmm... but sometime when telling them the truth... after listen they change completely... black face... not in the good mood... but i agree tat too when pple sae the truth to me if i don't like to listen i'll gif them black face too... but not many pple i'll tell them straight... sometime thing have already pass about 1 yr... they still bring it up to mention... wat for... and now living with my own family... i like living in the prison... i was told wat they told me to... in the end still get scolded... last night i was very very tired... went to bed at 10 plus 11 at night... sis call in the middle of the night but i didn't pick up the call... she call home and she ask my mom to wake me up... but i don't remember i wake up... when just now my malaysia supplier came and go and check my email den realise the sample on the chair need to give them... i call them can U turn back they sae cannot... but heng i still have another delivery man... he will be out later to help me delivery my sample to malaysia... when i call them they sae they wake me up and they sae i told them okok... but i don't remember anything... hey~~~ pple out there... can wait for me to awake and tell me thing or not... and i'm asleep and you tell me... do you think for a person who sleep will take note wat you toking about ma?? think... of course not... at least in the morning tell the person wat happen last night... but now instead of solving but is scolding... kaoz... hey... how can you all do thing to me... i really want to go out and work or study althought my result not very good... do you know what i want or wat i want to do??? i want to contine to study... and i noe you need pple to help you in your company... i think of you all 1st den me ok... i always think of you all but who has think of me??? i follow your order to work... in the end wat i get back... i not good in talking... don't make me talk... i rather die than talking... i feeling faint quite alot of time... i saw shadows saw all drawer, TV, sofa bed bloating in the air... told everyone in the house... who bothers?? no one... just now i so angry untill i'm cry out... my sis told me don't cry out she don't like don't make other think that you act for them to see... tat make me more hurt... feeling very bad... all pple around me are standing surround my 2 sister there helping them... and me... i'm the extras... sometime being the last kid is not the good thing... i very xian mu pple can go fly around alone... Brave... what about me... unless going out in a big group... but i don't like to go out in a big group... i being left out alone... why must i born out... who can erase my pain in my heart... or varnish in the air~~~ tired of living... want to leave this entire world... want to leave the place eagerly...

2009-12-05T10:31:00.002+08:00

hmmm... i haven't flu again... a heavy traffic jam in my nose... very terrible... when sitting keep "ah chew-ing" and left nose is totally block... when sleep on the bed my block nose just like tap water.. i ate 2 flu medication in a night... kaoz... break my record... and now i don't have the flu medication... my doctor client didn't open on weekend... oh shit... don't know still can da han untill tml or not... althought now is feeling alittle bit better... :)

2009-11-07T11:49:00.002+08:00

stop complaining kao... you noe how busy we are for this few dae... and i more busier than you... and now finally have the time to do artworks and layout for approval... what else you want... and you now need to send some clothing over to our printer so also bring it over lah... and also giving the printer print 1 week... the time is 1 week you noe... today pass to them... thursday or friday i can get it back liao... hump... i ask before liao lor... don't ask me got count the tee or not... all tee that client gif is u count and written out there... and they haven't open up the good that we send to them... and now they want us to print then print lah... tok so much for wat... there's no use for angry ma? scold for wat... boss didn't care so much for her business den wat for you care so much...

2009-11-03T22:09:00.001+08:00

arrr... tired... i think i over work and hungry... busy like shit har... need to rush my job and need to prepare job for my new staff... busy plus stress....

2009-10-22T00:13:00.002+08:00

it not a smooth day for me today... in fact everyday is not a smooth day for me... everyone at home is not listening to me and everything i have done each of them have their words... they getting picky... for them i looking for reason for not doing anything... i'm tired... i really really tired... why am i ending this way... pple dun understand me anymore... it very ming xian... no one at home understand me anymore... i'm so tired untill i don't want to explain and dun want to tok to anyone at home... wat i have done is wrong wrong wrong to others... wat can i do to let others shut up... my life now is in the big mess... who can tell me how to rude their own life in a peacefull manner without quarrelling and miscommuncation?

2009-09-17T11:22:00.002+08:00

living in the yr of cow is terrible... kaoz... everything is not very smooth... wat should i do to make myself feel not so terrible... hmmm... need to replace my passport soon... want to leave this stupid place asap... or can dig a hole and stay inside that little hole forever... so tat no need to see or talk to some unwanted pple...

2009-09-16T09:48:00.003+08:00

that stupid dumbo at guang zhou... before she left sae today got shipment will come to office... want me go ask... i phone them just now... of course intro who i am... of course i telling them i'm frm this company and my boss ask me to call you all and ask is it reach their places and wat time is reaching my place... cause normally is my sis deal wif them so they noe my sis name... so i tell them my sis (her name) name... kaoz... the worse thing is they don't noe who is she... they send so many time our goods over to our side and still don't noe what company are we thought i already tell them our company name...

2009-09-15T09:40:00.002+08:00

geez... tat my new mp3... my sis went guan zhou dis morning but only when for 2 days... but everytime she go... there's alot of thing need to be done... hmmmm... need to delivery sample all over the place and my dad and my mum going to take their new passport today... haiz... they going shangihai this Dec... need new passport thought the expire date is next yr 2nd May... by the way back to main point... main point is need to delivery sample... and the Delivery Order for sample haven't issue yet... wat to issue? where she need to go... she sae she will issue untill now didn't issue... need to wait untill she reach guang zhou and on her laptop den chat with her...

each time she went off... i feel very stress... feeling very blur... saw many vision wanted to faint... both knee very weak... alot of time see number especially number 6 and 9 i can see number 9 when i type number 6... kaoz... i remember is 9 and my mind tell me is number 9 and i saw 9 too... but i type number 6 kaoz...

2009-09-14T15:50:00.000+08:00

ok... i bought new mp3 cum FM radio for myself... it creative brand... :) bought it at IT show on thursday... bought it at $359 at marina square where suntec dun haf the 32GB memory mp3... (sorrie shihui... can't go on friday... cousin's bday...) still figuring how to use tat player thought dunnoe wat i press and hang? :) compare Ipod touch and this creative zen X-FI... both 32GB... there only afew diff lah...

1. as price wise if didn't remember wrongly ipod touch is like $348 or $358 and need to pre-order and wat for shipment. zen x-fi there also didn't sell but need to go to marina square which is nearby :)... also sell $358...

2. both can surf internet. yeah~~~

3. ipod touch is much slimmer and the screen is bigger and it's touchscreen. :( (hate touchscreen my iphone is touchscreen kaoz) where zen is much smaller and it's button type althought it just a little bit fatter den ipod touch.

hmmmm... another get another scold again... kao... realise write wrong pantone code to my supplier... but heng is on a piece of cloth... maybe is the light infection or wat... i tested my eye sight is ok... but is just tat i can't on all light in my office... i have difficulties look on my screen when all light are on... in fact my customer want pantone code 349C but i wrote 346C for my customer and i preview and i saw 349C when all light are all on in my area... geez... half of my office room are light off and half light is on... work in half dark... used to do thing in the dark without light... example when in secondary school... at home wake up early... going toilet or go to kitchen there no need to on light... noe where is the table and which one is my toothbrush... can't take too bright things... tat why my room wall are water blue... actually want to paint black instead where mum sae can't... kaoz...

sleeply

2009-09-09T16:18:00.000+08:00

*yawn* my mind didn't work very properly for afew week liao... friend ask me want to go "it fair" and i ask her wat tat? kaoz... i think she will be mad... and i really want go "IT Fair" har... ipod classic i think battery spoil har... cause can't charge lor... but previous night i let it charge overnight... and on the journey to work... listen half way they sae battery low... and auto off it... kaoz... i charge over night liao still like tat... so i use computer to charge... i charge for the whole day... still the same... display screen wrote... please wait... very low battery... i charge for totally 2 day and still the same display... kaoz... but i thing is time to spoil liao lah... i use it for 3 year liao... 3 year ago... i bought at abt $600 for 60Gb... and i wend to harvey Norman and challanger there's no 60Gb ipod (apple brand)... at most is 32Gb which about $200 plus and just went to thier web site... they have 120Gb cost $398... same apple brand same model lor... but one thing bad abt i-pod is they come wif usb... always need to switch on computer for charging...

i want to try new brand... maybe creative brand... hmmmm... went see their web-site last night... i saw this creative model: Zen X-Fi2... is a new model... can listen MP3 and also listen radio and also can see video... i think still can surf wor... hmmm... 32Gb is $399 and 16GB is $329... kaoz... if really buy creative this model i should buy how many GB leh???

2009-09-07T17:17:00.002+08:00

arrrr... feeling uncomfortable again... wat i ate just now... i vomited... she is so unfair... when she feeling unwell just sae she taking MC want me to settle with other... make me so stress... pple will chase me for thing where i dunnoe... or didn't pick up my call... thought i very free is it... i'm feeling sick for dunnoe how many dae liao... she dun approve my MC and still sae my do thing do half way and go see doctor and dare to give her MC... wat kaoz... if i can da han the pain and the sick... i can continue doing... but the thing is i dun think i can make it personnally... mentally i can't take it anymore... i'm going crazy... i really really regret tat time agree to come to her office and help her... before helping her family relationship is ok... but haiz... regret... wat i done... i really feel regret... only this decision tat i make i really regret... mentally sick is it the punishment??? i mentally stress everything is stress... i regretted... i really regretted...

hate...

2009-09-07T13:27:00.000+08:00

har... why is it so unfair... pple taking advantage of me... pple are allow to take MC and i can't... i can calculate how many mc i have... hmmm... from last year untill now... almost 6 days of MC plus the recent one... kaoz... dunnoe why i choose to help her... kao... trying to be funny tat time... kaoz...

my workplace here... haiz... almost every week have once or twice of lift break down... it not one of the lift is both lift... kaoz... other den that is one of the lift is break down... always make me climb up the stairs... dun mine climb down... the thing is climbing up need more engery... my legs still feeling soft...

2009-09-04T22:50:00.000+08:00

i think i'm really old... very tired easily... kao...

2009-09-03T12:33:00.000+08:00

my body and brain still aching... still tired... need to sleep more...

2009-09-02T16:26:00.000+08:00

*yawn* still feeling sick har... still rushing things... for later for tml and also for friday... things do half here and there... hmmm... i nose feeling weird... thinking is it going to nose bleeding again... hmmm...

2009-09-01T16:27:00.001+08:00

i'm tired... i want to retired now... can i? i now very sleeply... or because i ate medication just?

2009-09-01T10:06:00.001+08:00

oh finally have a time to go see doctor yesterday... body aching, nose block & headache... it common to me and i can't stand the pain... once eat feeling tired... doctor give me 2 dae MC but i still need to work kaoz... tired... every1 are tired... hmmmm...

2009-08-28T12:01:00.003+08:00

i so eager to disappear... or maybe i want pple out there where i dislike i want them to disappear... i have my job to do and rush... and also pple keep asking me to help them check stock... kaoz... ask them check themself they sae they not free... if they sae not free den win already liao lah... boss feeling tired want to take a 10 mins nap... that ok... den i feeling tired den can't surf net ma? or take a nap... everything throw to me to do... i only a person not a robot... only u will feel blur ma? i also lor... and everything need to rush and i need to do preparation for production and do artwork... and also need to help you call and check stock... kaoz... preparation for production is already half day gone... still need to pick up phone call for you... harlow... every month you giving 1,000 plus leh... telling you i feeling faint saw alot of shadow and my eyes very pain... telling you and you sae rubbish... den ok lor... if i really one day cross the road and really faint in the middle of the road and hit by a car and die like tat har... i'll tell you is not the driver fault lor... is you make me feeling so faint and faint in the middle of the road and let the driver hit... and something i rather die den see you each of you (the person i don't want to see)...

is there a way not to see someone i don't like... feeling moving out of my house and quit my job... wat i do or talk and even follow there instruction also will get scolded... kaoz... even i got do or didn't do... correct or not correct... or maybe follow or didn't follow instruction... i'm the one get scolded by everyone... sometime didn't explain doesn't mean i admit i wrong you noe... i dunno wat to sae... living in this family are stress... everything are control... even going out for lunch also ask alot of things... doing business is ur interest but not mine... you are a loner can stay 24hour at home is ur problem... even you want to fly off to other country is ur problem... and when i sae you all cannot go... so please leave me alone lor...

2009-08-25T20:33:00.000+08:00

har... dammn... think i staring my computer screen for too long xia... starting my eyes are blur... thought my degree has added... but the person sae didn't add much at all... there's no need to make a new one... maybe stare too much computer screen lor... maybe lah... cause now my eyes are going to drop out... painful... need to rest... but there alot alot of thing need to rush... dammn... kaoz...

2009-08-19T13:31:00.000+08:00

i think i need abreak... abreak mean i can't stay in sing. maybe go genting for afew dae is a good thing too relax for awhile thought there's nothing to shop... hmmm... later ask mama want to go wif me or not... buy 1 free 1 i pay for her... den she can play her game over there too...

2009-08-18T12:57:00.000+08:00

i think i saw fong mei this morning if not wrong is her... didn't wear spect har... should be her... in the bus on 87 when i going to my office...

please tired please go alway~~~~

2009-08-17T10:00:00.000+08:00

geeez... i went to spectacle shop yesterday... seeing shadow lately... thought tat my eyes degree had increase... by in fact my eyes are too tired... it true lah... pass one week keep looking at my computer big TV... it more den 12 hour per day none stop... pass one week keep working untill 12am later den 12am... always tat hour... yesterday sunday ma... sleep untill 1plus in the noon... kaoz... feeling like a pig xia... but tired lah... sleep untill tat time... almost 12hour lor... 12hour is enough for me... i'm think should i go for full time course... feeling taking another course xia...

2009-08-14T11:15:00.000+08:00

my drink taste funny har... but expired date is next month 11/9... wanting to go toilet... i'm very shag now... tired... alot of thing need to do... even she is in singapore or not i feeling stress... more worse is she fly off to guan zhou i more stress... seen she left everyday pple keep calling in and do my job do have haf listen to phone call and after hang up want to continue to do my work again... there another phone ring or door bell ring... or keep calling some dump pple... keep didn't pick up call urgent job lor... same old story... last mins job and artwork alway didn't send it to me... i'm the one who get scolded... kaoz... everyday do the same thing... my thing is always can't finish doing... and phone call keep coming in... kaoz... i now lag of sleeping and drinking water... i had a feeling of nose bleeding again...

2009-08-08T15:41:00.000+08:00

just being tired... very busy when NDP is around... is a public holiday and stay at home for enjoying... but now... rushing rushing rushing... my dad and i look like zombie... both of us look sleeply... somemore sleep quite late har... he stay home and i stay at office... all wake up at 5am this morning and go wet market to sell things... kaoz... the rental there quite expensive... one whole dae $40... hmmm... but after subtract off the rental fee and goods fee also transportation fee... still earn har...

feeling faint again

2009-08-06T01:58:00.002+08:00

how can i stop my giddy-ness... i can't too stress up... i need to sleep more... need to rest more... but everyone is chasing me for their work... and no one is helping me... kaoz... wat ever thing i do... pple out there are not happy... kaoz... esp boss... kaoz...

should i...

2009-07-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

should i or can i just disappear in a sudden... i dun think i'm done anything wrong... thing can happen at any time in any condition... thing can be solve it depend on do u want to solve it or not and using wat tone to speak to others... pple thing i'm blur and speak loudly or maybe slow... ya... i agree... but i just dunno why u noe... my mind and my eyes see oh ok... they want circle but hand just draw a square out... u don't ask me why... i dunnoe is i over work or wat... i really dunno anything... it just tat my hand & my brain & my eyes are work seprately instead of work as one... who and when can fix it back... if i sae i want i want see doctor for check up my brain or anything they will sae siao har... when i feeling tired and sick... no one care or dun bother to noe...

2009-07-27T15:43:00.000+08:00

har... xian har... there's too much work but too little time... kaoz... is it my wrong or tat person is wrong... in document file tat he send over under tat column (S/N) is quite understandable tat this person want to print dis number and tat person want to print another number... somemore tat email didn't mention anything... and their draft layout tat send to me only telling me tat their individual number is on dis sleeve and back individual names... so hmmm... who fault is tat...

2009-07-24T12:30:00.002+08:00

i'm tired i very very tired har... there's alot alot of things need to be done... like my part-time course homework... and company work... wat should i do... i need more hand... and my brain it seem not working seen it graduated frm poly...

2009-07-21T00:29:00.002+08:00

oh... ok... hmmm... i'm back from school an hour ago... attending photoshop foundation 7 lesson and 3 hour per lesson... attending every monday, wednesday and friday from 6.30 to 9.30pm... althought it quite expensive but it quite fun thought teacher is Italian guy... at 1st quite worry lor... cause he is any italian but heng i quite understand wat he toking abt... haha... a class only have 4 person and i think i'm the youngest there... haha... his photoshop is powerful... kaoz...

2009-07-19T16:25:00.003+08:00

oh sunday... wat am i going to do... wake up at 10plus toast bread den after eating den went hougang mall buy mouse... haha... i bought a mouse at harvey norman at only $12.90... hmmm... i bought baby blue color mouse... haha... i quite like tat mouse... den cum home bath den do artwork... do untill now... but i feeling want to sleep har... maybe last night come home late and abt 2plus in the early morning den sleep...

2009-07-13T10:48:00.002+08:00

oh no... i rested at home for my weekend... whole day of saturday and sunday... resting at home watch SCV and sleep... haha... althought think tat i'm sleep too much much... but i still very tired man...the worse part was... my ipod hang again... my ipod is 4 yr old dis yr... and keep hang... kaoz... does tat mean i need to change new one... and another worse part was... i dunno where my psp was too... i didn't bring down to my dinner... but i remember i bring out frm home and go budget termintor fetch pple but i left it in my car... den bring back to office but now... not in office... must be in the car...

2009-07-09T09:46:00.002+08:00

i'm tired man... want to sleep more... afew more month to go and my contract will be finish and i want to get a new handset (provided i had $$$ on tat month)...

2009-07-06T15:23:00.002+08:00

i hate sales person... i hate sales person... just simply hate... pple just take in job job job... and didn't tell me when they want... just briefly tell me do artwork and visual layout for customers... den next things come... this i hated most... "THEY WANT IT TML" or Day after... kaoz... it make me very very not free... i haf a feeling not to go out the next free dae... and making my brain stress up and oxgen can't go in... every information that pple tell me... i just can't listen... kaoz...

2009-07-03T10:10:00.002+08:00

kaoz... wat happen har... start from yesterday ba... my nose has been block for 2 days (include yesterday) and cannot ta han went to see doctor... when i want to take my card out to Q for my number... they sae "they had already stop regisration liao... due to too much patient..." something like that... and i so angry... inside only about 6 people only lor... and my nose block untill i can't breath and going to die and they dun let me see doctor... kaoz... and today worse... my dad didn't bring back my office key and i waited for 1 hour to wait for a person to open the door... open liao... internet connection... kaoz... dunnoe wat that company doing... keep saying server down...

2009-06-27T13:18:00.001+08:00

i feeling sick... i aching everywhere... i'm tired... but i still need to work... kaoz... and doctor didn't open on weekend... more worse...

i regreting to help you~~~

2009-06-26T14:07:00.004+08:00

if you think my rude or attiude pls think of urself... i didn't bite you or step on ur tail ok... you busy you rushing out and dun screen on others... i talk nicely to you all you all never gif attention to me ignoring me... it find wif me you noe... i noe i'm fat ugly or attiude problem... i don't care wat you think or do ok... i dun like to do sales... and my whole life decision dis is my biggest mistake of all is choosen to help you... dis few dae i had 3 phone call asking me to go interview... very funny har... i found this jobcentral agent website 2 year ago... 2 year later had 3 phone calls ask me go interview... but i rejected... maybe i shouldn't lor... or maybe i should go for interview... maybe i can get a better job and better salary...

as for you customer... i dun care you are very close to me or wat... if you think i very rude to you or something is your problem ok... i'm getting sick doing this job and also getting sick of all your urgent job... and also living so hard in this family and work but everybody never think of a good of me... everybody think of bad image of me... if you all think i'm rude or anything ok fine dun look for me dun come look for me ask for help.... everything is my wrong everyone asking me think wat i have wrong... but i dun think i had done wrong anything...

i want to go back 24 year ago where i haven't born... i still dunno why i born out... really dunnoe... if everyone think i'm rude and i also have conversion problem wif everyone... i use a easy way to explain to some of you but you all just dun get it and still sae dunnoe wat you toking about... sometime thinking should i really want to open mouth to talk or not... once i start open my mouth pple dun understand wat i talking about or sae i'm rude or others... if i didn't open my mouth pple keep bully-ing lah... treat me as sick cat is it... now i have difficulties of breathing and also my brain is really lag of oxgen... cause i feeling sick now and can faint anytime at any place... i can die frm lag of oxygen...

*** i'm not complain about you (friends)...

2009-06-24T13:31:00.002+08:00

dunno why my polyfirm will just drop off like tat... and hit on my feet... now my toes have colour on it... some more is blue black... kaoz... hope later pple dun step on it... kaoz... pain xia... why so stone after lunch...

2009-06-22T13:19:00.002+08:00

getting boring and tired ah~~~ this is why i feeling old har... today monday ma den frm morning untill now wat i have done was normal daily rountine like praying boiling water... and take some tee shirt photo and checking mail and go facebook see wheather someone steal my food or not... and also packing some tee sample also eat my lunch and buy some drink back to office... and i started to yawn after i coming back from outside... here come again... *yawn*

2009-06-20T14:27:00.002+08:00

wat i have done today... hmmm... it just checking mail surfing net... i think i a little lazy do my production already... i think they will kill me for sure... ha~~ and i just went to trim/cut my hair just now... it just $3.80 lor... it near my workplace... and now i can't tie my hair... but good har... just comp my hair and tat it lah... no need to tie up my hair... feeling my head my lighter now... this few dae my head going to burst xia head very pain lor...hoho...

2009-06-18T16:46:00.002+08:00

i'm feeling tired now and i'm waiting for my urgent job to come in... sian right... my 1st urgent job need to hand in on friday at noon but the shirt haven't come in yet and tat customer very ma fan de... but artwork is out already... my 2nd urgent job is latest by saturday har... but best is on friday which is tml also gif back to his man... but the jersey is not in yet and information haven't email me yet everything haven't... i dunno wat to do... my 3rd urgent job is need it over the weekend too kaoz... 24 pcs of jersey front and back print number and a front logo... and now they need to change minor things... so can't do anything too... kaoz... i dun want to do OT today... my dad have-ing flu now... kaoz... and now wait i wait untill very sian and tired and also no mood... kaoz... dunno how to describle my mood now...

2009-06-17T18:01:00.002+08:00

there's alot of thing is not my problem but they seem it my problem... i want to buy my own thing they said you spending too much money and must thing 1st before you buy... in fact i think it over and over again before i buy things... ya right dis month i spend alot of money... my face cost me $333 and my SGH cost me $40... and every month i need to gif mom $200 and return my dad $100 for my NYP course fee... $600 plus for dis month... and i need some of the thing althought i already had... i want to buy brands new ones same as the old one at home... i want to buy it again cause old one can't use it already... everything has their life span... they will spoil etc etc... just leave me alone... i noe wat i'm doing... i won't over spend my money unless tat old woman in my house return my money... i buy shampoo, conditioner etc etc... i paying them and that old woman salary is higher den me keep using using and using... and keep spending money on her useless thing... like clothing, shoes and mic stand... each individual things tat she buy cost at least $30... add up is alot... wat she buy no one will sae about it... but after wearing it put one side and didn't keep is my problem again... pple keep complaining thing any how place so that why can't find... and now my 4-room flat... 2/4 of the flat is her things and 1/4 is food and pot and last 1/4 is my room... my everything is within my room... i had 3 shoe rack... and 3 shoe rack almost all shoes are hers... and i can count my dad shoe and my mum shoes and mine shoes it only less den 1/3 on the racks...

tired

2009-06-16T15:34:00.002+08:00

har... sian xia... i now all alone in my whole factory... i had move out frm office to showroom... i had a computer desktop in office... and also had a laptop at showroom just outside my office... just because just install new 2nd aircon at my showroom which also build a false wall in between my workshop and showroom... we decided to close our workshop door all time to prevent pple walk into our workshop... and somemore i'm out in showroom to use my laptop is because the aircon here is cooler den my office aircon... but my skin getting dry up... haha... sometime if remember den put some lotion... in fact quite lazy...

2009-06-15T00:02:00.002+08:00

didn't notice it already 12am liao... just cum back frm my god-bro wedding dinner... and also just finish bathing... hmmm... feeling confusing or should sae heart very cheng zhong dunno why keep think one of the job of my freelance saleman's job or i think too much... cause i think on friday or saturday my sis is writing PO to my factory and suddenly ask me my freelance saleman's job for confirm... den she sae one of the sleeve no need to put dis name har... and i little panic... den i didn't think much and tell her ya no need lah... after telling her den i keep thinking... but i remember he only sae abt his shirt collar want wat colour and the rest ok... but dunno why i feel very cheng zhong... or maybe i stress myself up... may lor... feeling faint again...

2009-06-11T22:58:00.002+08:00

when will my backache stop it has been aching seem i had an aircon on my production room... and also when i wake up in the morning my body also aching lor... die lor... i only 24 dis yr and i feeling old har... oh and i had 2 new ear ring on my left ear... when my mum noe it keep nagging... haha... but too bad i already go "da er dong" but at least i'm not crazy like my 2nd sis lor... cause she one ear had abt 7 ear ring and another ear had 5 ear ring lor...

2009-06-08T21:39:00.002+08:00

i'm busy i'm tired but i'm full cause just finish eating my dinner... i want too sleep feeling going to faint... hmmm... wat rubbish is it... feeling faint everydae and lag of oxgen in my brain... wat a broke month again... yesterday morning went see doctor... this doctor is specialist for face... alot of pple went to see him because of skin problem... and dis my 3rd time going back... consultation fee $80 and the facial form + medication cost me $253... expensive right... haha... dis saturday my ah ma going to celebrate her dunnoe how many yr old bdae... guess wat??? i'm not really interested cause i want to sleep at home... and we are rushing some big project here lor... and my kor wedding dinner is dis sunday... kao... am i going to gif him red packet??? it weird to gif my kor red packet... :(

2009-06-02T21:57:00.001+08:00

very tired very sleeply but i till at office working... -_-

bad mood~~~~

2009-05-30T13:44:00.003+08:00

hmmm... dunno wat happen to me today... early morning yan bi keep jumping... and didn't think much... and just when doing some printing production do wrong thing... but procedure is correct wor... hmmm... haiz... my hand still very pain there no time for me to see chinese doctor for my hand... still can't carry heavy things... can't carry carton of shirt...

2009-05-25T23:21:00.000+08:00

long time didn't stay over in office liao... now at office doing work and surf some net... getting old is a bad thing... aching everywhere... later need to sleep on the floor somemore... but heng got carpet... kaoz... if not more worse for my back... and sorry gal... i still dunnoe how to change ur blogskin yet...

feeling down

2009-05-22T17:00:00.002+08:00

hmmm... just remember now is may'09 and i already 24... so i'm old har... having a big project on my side... and so stress tat pple look so stress and keep quarreling and giving each other black face and also keep nagging around me... kaoz... just want to dig a hole and hide...

Back To Work...

2009-04-30T16:39:00.005+08:00

ah har... back to office liao... reach singapore at 12 plus in the night after eating my dinner and after bathing is about 2plus 3 liao... left afew more hour so need to get some rest and now back to office again and tml is labour day har... den is my bdae... which i still need to work and my parent and my 2nd sis need to fly off to guang zhou liao... kaoz... and i want to upload my pic to friendster and dumb friendster very slow har...

2009-04-29T09:11:00.002+08:00

after a few day in hong kong... hmmm... ok lor... didn't take much photo... keep asking pple to walk fast... kao... that person is my elder sister... kao... one small coing can take 3 to 4 time kaoz... and some more it take very long... wa lau... if i use the camera i can use 2 to 3 dae den charge... and i still have one more spare... the worse still she can use up 2 full battery in a day... kaoz...

2009-04-26T08:32:00.003+08:00

ok... now 3rd day on hong kong... finish my breakfast waiting for someone to wake up... so i'm in the computer room in Evergreen hotel... that the only good thing about in Evergreen hotel was it has free internet room... is RM 222 haha... at least has internet while others dun haf... come free breakfast lor... haha... where i went yesterday... went "Ow Men" for the whole dae... haha... later will go "Da Yu Shan"... as for "Ow Men" there nothing to see har... later part of the dae which going back to hong kong we went to one of the hotel come du chang for grambler... the place is nice but the food quite expensive lah... there selling the whole duck for HK$350 which is S$70... kao... it almost can buy 2 1/2 duck in singapore lor... and one plate of chicken rice cost HK$55 which is S$11... hmmmm... now going to da yu shan... i'll upload my photo asap up in frienderster and facebook... haha... ;)

1st day

2009-04-24T21:44:00.002+08:00

oh ok... it my 1st dae in hong kong... walk untill legs break haha... went 3 to 4 places inclues checking in hotels... haha.... hotel room are small kaoz... yup is really really small... haha... i'll try to take photo down and upload for all viewing... haha...

Wednesday~~~~ 2 dae down...

2009-04-22T15:47:00.003+08:00

ok... how many dae left... 2 day left... today wednesday consider 1 dae... and tml is thursday so consider another dae... and so friday early morning i fly off liao... cute and i won't bring my handphone over... so don't call me ok... and mei have you wake up... or started to sleep liao... about lunch time sms me sae dis saturday want to go out or not... -_- harlow... i almost tell the world i going hong kong on your bdae tat day... but... dun be sad... i'll try to haunt some nice things for you... oh shit lor... now only 3 plus in the noon and i keep yawning and want to rest my head onto my table and i need to do finish 2 job right alway... need them to take it off by tml...

2009-04-18T18:40:00.002+08:00

ok now after my dinner have some little time to blog... :) haha... hmmm... dis my 2nd meal today lor... dis morning ate wontan mee at my work place here... untill just now can't dahan... went out buy dinner... hoho... and now after dinner... feeling sleeply want to sleep after eating... kaoz... if went to sleep just like tat... will grow more fat... kaoz...

2009-04-16T08:47:00.003+08:00

if i sae now i not going to ur chalet not going to ur party because i dun haf the mood... i think someone will kill me off right alway... but i will force myself to go to ur chalet althought i dun haf the mood and my brain is breaking down not function properly after afew dae of rushing and stressful work... doing anything not very "shun"... doing anything pple have a thousand words to shoot me... i dunnoe... i still will go to ur chalet lor... at least i can no need to see unwanted pple... i want to be alone... is there a place where i can be alone??? is there a place where i dun feel so stress??? i dun haf the energy to talk and explain anymore... when can i auto gone miss pple out there will more happy where i really gone missing or dead... or should i sae... pple out there which i dun really like gone missing or dead... dis should be better...

2009-04-15T19:52:00.002+08:00

i think i getting old har... my eyes very blur after sometime or playing trick haha... getting doing something wrong... is not tat it too excited to go hong kong or wat... but preparation for a trip and need to clear job before going to hong kong... is tiring kao... i noe is my wrong but i really saw tat pc of shirt need to print tat word but haiz... i noe is my fault but haiz... dunnoe wat to sae... wat ever thing i had done or sae all pple is not happy abt me... why pple like to pick on me???

saturdae

2009-04-11T13:00:00.002+08:00

yo ho ho... yesterday public holiday... hmmm... i sleep untill 8 plus 9 wake up den wash up and go bugis wif my sis and mum... they go massage lor... actually is me and my mum... haha... but yesterday i can't lor... haha... kaoz... i wait untill very long har... massage very long har... cause next week is me and my mum go together so my sis want me go wif her... so 2 pple massage session finish wait untill very long har... they do untill 5 plus lor... kaoz... i dun care and i slept on one of their bed slept for 3 hours plus... kaoz... pig right... i go where sleep untill where... haha... den my mama yesterday go OG there bought a slow cooker... haha... from bugis there bring it home... kaoz... one big box...

2009-04-09T17:02:00.002+08:00

my eyes are closing... want to sleep... after rushing out so many things and renovation my workshop... kaoz... very very tired... althought tml is public holiday but i need to go massage wif my sister(s) so early in the morning at 10am... kaoz... i want to sleep more more more...

2009-04-08T22:21:00.002+08:00

actually wanted to change my blogskin again... but it's too many skin out there... and i'm too tired... hmmm... i'm old liao ba... easily tired... 16 more dae to go... and i will fly to HK... just to count down... =)

18 daes left

2009-04-06T15:07:00.002+08:00

18 daes to go den i'll go hong kong liao... counting down... preparing and plan where to go at hong kong...

2009-04-04T17:04:00.002+08:00

kaoz... how come daes gones off so fast and time flies even faster... rushing for job and each of us getting sick... dis dunno is my 2nd or 3rd dae of cough liao... but i still feeling faint har... my brain feeling lack of oxgen lor... and keep vomit thing that just eatten in... kao... extremely uncomfortable and waiting to sleep kao...

happie b'dae sihui

2009-04-02T10:23:00.002+08:00

oh 2nd april har... sihui bdae leh...

and i tink i can't go anywhere for dis few dae har... feeling faint lah... and my throat getting worse too...

Feeling Sick~~~

2009-04-01T12:25:00.002+08:00

i think i'm sick har... after rushing one to two week of the job... keep rushing har... dunno can go out or not... but i'm hungry but dunno wat to eat... but have clinic opp. lor... dunno need to go see or not... dun feel like har...

2009-03-30T09:43:00.002+08:00

kaoz... tired... busy... rushing for job... prepare artwork for production for printing... kaoz... i only one doing all both things... kaoz... at least 15 job need to hand in by dis week kaoz... and half of them need it by dis wednesday har... some information still at my sister computer... and dunno wat to print yet... need newest information... need to update from her... but she haven't come yet... dis morning wake her up she ask me come myself 1st kaoz... den yesterday dun watch vcd lah... regard sharing bedroom wif her... kaoz... or even i dun really want her in tat room... noisy har... cause sleep when there sound around me...

2009-03-25T19:54:00.002+08:00

oh shit... die die die... i making myself die more faster... kaoz... i dis few dae got alot of thing to do... alot of thing need to rush lor... and my dealing wif 4 to 5 customer at the same time... and i doing my artwork for production and approval from my customer and 1 of my customer customer(which is a student and because i dealing wif 2 student and 3 to 4 company) call and ask when their shirt is ready and i tell them on thursday will delivery down... and i thought is my own customer somemore... den i saw her last sms den remember is not my customer lor... shit lor... and i also just remember i haven't call my customer... and i quickly call my customer tat his shirt is ready and also tell him tat his customer just sms me sae can send down tml to them or not... haiz... i dunno wat to do now... kaoz... if tell my sis and my dad den i think they will kill me off... but at least i help them to finish up one job...

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2009-03-24T22:04:00.002+08:00

i saw sid yesterday when i on my way to work... like stranger lor... we didn't sae hi to each other... it's normal... he seem very weak cum pale lah... i think he also on his way to work lah... cause he wear long sleeve of course wif working pants... hate working lor... dis few dae having war in office and work shop har... alot of thing... jamming here and there lor...

Cracking pain in my brain

2009-03-19T13:02:00.002+08:00

kaoz... brain cracking is back... this cracking pain for dis month is 5th time or the 6th time liao... or dunno crack how many time for dis month... lost count liao... if not wrong is it will pain 2 to 3 time a week... kaoz... when do dis cracking pain in my brain won't come again???

2009-03-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

hmmm... had nothing to sae today... busy like shit... brain had numb quit some time... can't really work properly today... head pain for the whole dae... thing had happen dun ask me why??? my thought of writing is not meant for scolding others... is wat i feel on tat dae... it really ridiculas to me regarding something or regarding some hear-ing... if not happy abt it so dun read... if read just forget it ok... after reading it you feel angry abt it den i also bo pian lah... it does bother me actually...

weekend eve~~~

2009-03-06T18:30:00.004+08:00

i was thinking when i had hear that she had someone is going to support her... support her wat??? support her watever is done ma? everything can support... not again the law it can lah... but dunnoe why want supportor for wat... and i dun care wat other pple thinks... wat i noe wat i done... once decided won't change and regret har...

坚强分手
歌手：何俊明专辑：放羊的星星

我知道你躱着我
没跟我说理由
在电话那头
静静的沉默
我知道你不爱我
离去没有回头
在天黑以后
我学会冷漠

我会坚强分手
自己远走
不用你担心
我天黑了以后
我会选择一个人过
我会坚强分手
自己远走
不用你安慰我
孤单的时候
我会一个人
到处去走走

我知道你躲着我
没跟我说理由
在电话那头
静静的沉默
我知道你不爱我
离去没有回头
在天黑以后
我学会冷漠

我会坚强分手
自己远走
不用你担心我
天黑了以后
我会选择一个人过
我会坚强分手
自己远走
不用你安慰我
孤单的时候
我会一个人
到处去走走

我会坚强分手
自己远走
不用你担心我
天黑了以后
我会选择一个人过

孤单的时候
我会一个人
到处去走走

2009-03-05T09:54:00.002+08:00

thing will change for now and for forever... dun wish to talk does mean anything... just dun wish to tok... feeling crazy??? or want revenge go ahead lah... wat you want me to do... you want me sae "sorry" or anything... i won't lah... saying sorry is not my style... and no one ask her so emotional... only she think i writing abt her... if i had 10 friends temper/emotion like her... am i going quarrel wif tat 10 person ma? i dun haf tat much time to tok to her... if there alot of time... i rather get my sleep...

2009-02-28T11:34:00.002+08:00

ok... hmmm... confirm... i'll going to HK on April... away from 24/4 (friday) to 29/4 (Wed) which is 6 day 5 night F&E... haha... how many pple going har... my whole family plus my 2nd sis's boyfriend... haha... 6person lor... haha... finally my elder sis leave approve har... helping her to clear leave lor... when she noe her leave is approve and air ticket and hotel book... she so happy har... some more she take so many dae leave har... friday 1 day and monday to friday which is another 5 days plus all saturday and sunday... total 11 days har... cause still have labour day public holiday... kaoz... good har... now... need to plan our journey when we reach there...

2009-02-27T23:16:00.002+08:00

hmmm... needed more air... do any thing also wrong... hmmm... the thing was she ask me make my yue ding... it look alright to me but for them it dun look ok... and they see it ok den i dun think it ok lor...

2009-02-26T14:12:00.002+08:00

hmmm... business, workload is quite ok but it seem getting more and more... need to clear the existing now... but hmmm... it seem i dun haf the mood... i dun haf the mood for working everything... wish everything disappear right now... bad har... just want to surf net har..